22 November 2008

Tuition

Go to Cikgu Ai Lee's malay tuition at 2.30pm just now.
Today is the first class of the F4 course.
Found out that the new tuition centre is approximately 1.7km from the school.
Omg. I realise that I have to stay back at school and walk 1.7km to the centre every Saturday.


...Worrying about my next year of Form 4. It is going to be an extremely busy year.


p/s I heard that there will be no more co-curiculum marks next year. Not sure about that. But if it is true then...Hooray! !

19 November 2008

CD

My father have gotten me a few Form 4 books.
Which is the literature, komsas and novel.

I have finished the literature. The stories are definitely....literature-ish. And I am halfway through the novel. The novel is about the second race between rabbit and tortoise ==' It should be quite interesting, but the classic way of writing(maybe. I never read malay books.) of malay words drove me sleeping. The other malay book... forget it.

And another better news is -- I got the CD for the add maths! Hoho I wouldn't need to flip through the books or get my dad to explain to me. My jaw dropped when I first saw the subject. My brain is not powerful enough to process the functions or formulae or what. There's no way I could figure it out myself without help. Undeniably the government's using of CDs for teaching is not a bad idea. I am sure it would be effective. =D

Enough talk. I want to watch the CD now.

18 November 2008

轻狂论

Stumbled upon this when I surf the net.

轻狂论

主角是我。

人生的舞台上,我就是主角。这是我的人生,属于我的世界。你们只是配角。我做的选择,我作的决定;你们都只能影响我,改变我;但最终决定权落在我手里。

一个人活在这世上,只有3种需要顾虑到的事项:
1. 目标
2. 责任
3. 选择

其他的都可以统统抛掉。。。

先谈目标:一个人活在世上的目标是什么呢?22世纪杀人网络里agent smith有说过:the purpose of all life is to end。。相反的,李白说过:天生我材必有用,每一个人都有存在的目的。。你说呢?你赞同哪一方? 但是双方都同意这一点:没有目的,生命就失去了意义。

天使:Smith以悲观角度看人生,没错,人生的终点是死亡。但人生的宗旨并非死亡,而是努力奋斗存活。珍惜生命多于一切,所以,不要讥笑那些怕死的人,相反地,尊重他们。战场上多少逃兵,都是为了存活;中国四川大地震,范老师所做的第一件事就是逃跑。没错,最重要的就是只要自己还活着,否则就没故事说了。。周杰伦的“稻香”:请你打开电视看看多少人为生命在努力勇敢地走下去。。

恶魔:鸟话连篇!人懂得珍惜生命么?!每天都会有人互相厮杀,掠夺他人的生命。。人们只是贪生怕死之辈!为什么人害怕死亡?因为。。原因很简单,人们害怕自己所不知道的东西。有些人说死了会下地狱,受各种各样的刑法。。嘿嘿,人们怕死的原因就是怕受苦,想尽量拖延这刑罚之日而已!就这样说吧,如果我叫你推开一扇不知名的大门,你有两个选择:

1。打开门 2。不打开门 你会选择什么呢?

分析:你若不打开门,你处于的现状你了如指掌;但一旦打开了门,后果好坏却无法知晓。人类害怕改变,害怕面对自己不了解的东西。

天使恶魔你要相信哪一个呢?你是主角,你做选择。。但如果是我,我会选择相信恶魔的话。

决定权落在你手中

但对我而言:第一场,恶魔赢了 1比0

订好了目标,接下来就是责任了,责任是什么?就是扮演好自己的角色,尽自己的本分。为目标努力奋斗,并非自我堕落,轻言放弃。若没有责任而只是空有目标,也是等于零。

天使:每个人都有自己的责任。而在不同的时段生活中履行。作为一个子女就要做好自己的责任,学生,雇员,父母等等。只要做好一个人的责任,就不会有任何遗憾。作为一个好公民,就要遵守各种法则如国法校规,扮演适当的角色。

恶魔:责任?什么是责任?范跑跑逃离现场的行为是一个老师的责任么?一旦责任遇到生死关头时,还是逃避自救吧!管它什么责任,做好自己的本分?!就拿政治自来讲吧,有多少政治领袖能做好自己的本分?贪污,滥权比比皆是!人民听过多少政治领袖给过的空头支票;有多少政治领袖为了权力耍手段?在这个时代,履行责任有多少人能做到?

你是主角,你要支持谁呢?但是我支持恶魔的话。。现实生活中,人心叵测。。

第二场,恶魔又再赢了 2比0

恶魔:不爽的!我又再赢了!哼,要输都难!

选择:我听过一句至理名言,至今深深铭记于心。“We make our choices, but in the end our choices make us who we are.”我们做的每一个决定,对我们日后都有极深极大的影响。不要说你生命中没有十字路口,没有选择而是直直的沿着大路走下去,直到路的尽头。。如果是这样的话,很对不起,你在过着另一个人的生活。如果你的所有人生选择都由父母而定,或完全听信朋友,那么你只是一个木偶,活着你父母或朋友想要的生活。可悲。

天使:所有结局只是在于一念之间,很多人有很高的智慧,但有些人聪明,有些人狡猾。两者之差只是智慧用于好坏之间。选择决定我们是天使还是恶魔,决定我们流芳百世还是遗臭万年。害人之心不可有,防人之心不可无。做善良,同情,理智的选择,我们可以改变这个世界。。

恶魔:。。。

第三场,天使赢了 很漂亮的翻身。

所有结局只是在于一念之间...




Extract from http://chongsweeliang.spaces.live.com/
Credits to Chong Swee Liang.


p/s 这不是我的杰作。我写不出这种充满哲理的文章啊

Wake up

I wake up around noon almost everyday recently.
I even wake up at 1.00 yesterday. But then, I was exhausted at that time.
Waking up late is not a good habit. Not good at all.
I remember I read an article about the time our organs functions to rest and discharge the toxin of our body. Undoubtedly, waking up late will throw my body functions into confusion.
Better try to sleep early then. And wake early.

16 November 2008

Test

A test since so many months.
The result shocked me.



Since when my 1k+ connection drop like this?

Penang Bridge

Sleep at 8pm beforehand. Then we leave for Penang at 10pm. Try to resume sleeping on the car. Failed.

Reached penang. Go to the nasi kandar near Queensbay with the name of "Nasi Kandar Queensbay"(lol). Watch a match of football until midnight.

We sleep in the car. Tried my best to sleep. Failed again. I keep awake for 5 hours.

We get ready to walk to the starting point. I suddenly realised that there's a big slit on my shoes. The shoes can't be used to run. I changed shoes with my dad's seeing as he didn't run. We walk to the starting point. Saw a few familiar faces there. For example Jun Ming, Wen Jie, Yin Jou, Heng Leong, Jia Jun, Di Xian, Dylan and a lot more. There are also some from other schools.

The run starts at 6.00.
It's the start of nightmare. Dad's shoes are a bit smaller at the front where the toes are. As a result my feet melecet.(can't find the word for it. Skin peeled off?) I ouch all the way of the run. I couldn't feel the tiredness of my legs. The pain filled my mind. Gritted my teeths and go on. I finished the run in more than 90 minutes. This is the first time I passed the given time . But then I still got a medal and certificate. My third medal for the Penang Bridge Marathon =D

I felt extremely thirsty and exhausted after the run. I take many cups of Milo and 100+ as I can. You can take as many as you like. But then, you should see the queue.==' Wait for my mother. She participated in the Fun Run.

I hate the venue this year. It is a field of sand. The sort of sand that is full of dust. Can't lie down, sleep or anything. Once, my hp slipped out of my pocket and fell on the sand. Immidiately it was covered with sand and dust. The black cover become white with dust. Oh no. Wonder will it be affected in some way. Why the venue this year has to be changed?

My mother come back faster then I expected. Go to Queensbay. Cannot go in. Gave up and went home. The bridge opened at 10am.

Reached home. Bathe and immediately fall asleep. I am exhausted.

10 November 2008

Today

I woke up, with my muscles hurting as expected.
And I suddenly realised that I am alone in the house.
My family have gone to school today. All of them.
I thought that it's already holidays for everyone, but no. Today's still a school day as stated in the calendar.
Our school let us off so soon..? For SPM?

09 November 2008

Attempt

I tried to post a new entry just now. But my mind and body failed me.
Just back from Penang from judo competition.
I am exhausted.
My muscles hurts.
My fingers are numb.
And my face is grazed. It hurts

At least it's feeling much better now.

07 November 2008

Plans for the holidays

Better list this out now, or else I would forget what I should do in the holidays.
These are just the basics things that I can do in my holidays.

1. Sleep longer. I am lack of sleep. Have to make up for the lost time.
2. Exercise more. For a healthy body.
3. Read more. My language power or linguistics is going down.
4. Cut down and control my time on the computer. And the tv. Must not get addicted.
5. Train my skills on the table tennis. Try to acquire a better results next year.
6. Play the piano often. I didn't play it since I stop learning. Should keep the skill up, or else all my hard work before will be down the drain. But I am lack of music sheets...==
7. Improve my Chinese and Malay. Don't ask me how. I have no idea myself.
8. Take a look at the Form 4 books. Better be prepared for the new subjects. Must at least know what is coming.
9. Get a job. It's better than slacking around in house. Earn your own money. Get more experience.=D
Wei Ren's line- 'always play? work la' (edited)

Lol. The problem is, where can I get a job?

01 November 2008

Choices

Before the crossroad of life.

Science, or Commerce?
Well, I take science without a second thought.

ICT? Now that's a difficult choice. I would like to go for it. It is probably a useful skill in the future.

Take it?


But that means less free time and extra work. Monday and Tuesday, and with my tuitions and activities, I would be staying back at school everyday, including Saturday with the co-k and the tuition after it. Omg? How am I going to cope with the homeworks and projects and my studies or anything else with all these?

F4 is definitely not a joke, as my mother put it.

Enough of that. There's still 2 months to go before F4. Today is the 1st of November. And November practically indicated the start of holidays in Malaysia.
2 months of free time in my hands. What should I do? My mother is right. I am turning 16 now. Time is valuable. One shouldn't waste his time away unless you are a child and don't know the value of time. God is fair to all of us. He grant 24 hours to everyone. It's down to us to use it wisely.

Ok, I understand that. The problem is, what should I do to fit the description of 'use the time wisely'? =='

zz forget it. Today I wake up early to go 扫墓 with my family. Only today I know the exact day for Catholics to go 扫墓, which is 2 of November. I only vaguely know that it is around October and November before. Today is just the 1st but still we went to the graveyard beside the church. There will be too many people tomorrow. We lighted the candles and pull out the weeds. And we had to find the graves of our ancestor(is it too old?) or rather, our grand-grandfather or what between so many graves.

Well? This is it for now. Yawn I am so tired seeing that I slept late yesterday and wake up early. Sleep is so important to everyone especially teenagers, but then it is neglected by most people. Including me.=='

p.s. Will be changing the customization. My one currently looks too plain. Maybe later today. Now I don't have the time and energy for it.


Oh yeah before I go :
唐僧的家书
haha..