Attempt

I tried to post a new entry just now. But my mind and body failed me.
Just back from Penang from judo competition.
I am exhausted.
My muscles hurts.
My fingers are numb.
And my face is grazed. It hurts

At least it's feeling much better now.

Plans for the holidays

Better list this out now, or else I would forget what I should do in the holidays.
These are just the basics things that I can do in my holidays.

1. Sleep longer. I am lack of sleep. Have to make up for the lost time.
2. Exercise more. For a healthy body.
3. Read more. My language power or linguistics is going down.
4. Cut down and control my time on the computer. And the tv. Must not get addicted.
5. Train my skills on the table tennis. Try to acquire a better results next year.
6. Play the piano often. I didn't play it since I stop learning. Should keep the skill up, or else all my hard work before will be down the drain. But I am lack of music sheets...==
7. Improve my Chinese and Malay. Don't ask me how. I have no idea myself.
8. Take a look at the Form 4 books. Better be prepared for the new subjects. Must at least know what is coming.
9. Get a job. It's better than slacking around in house. Earn your own money. Get more experience.=D
Wei Ren's line- 'always play? work la' (edited)

Lol. The problem is, where can I get a job?

Choices

Before the crossroad of life.

Science, or Commerce?
Well, I take science without a second thought.

ICT? Now that's a difficult choice. I would like to go for it. It is probably a useful skill in the future.

Take it?

But that means less free time and extra work. Monday and Tuesday, and with my tuitions and activities, I would be staying back at school everyday, including Saturday with the co-k and the tuition after it. Omg? How am I going to cope with the homeworks and projects and my studies or anything else with all these?

F4 is definitely not a joke, as my mother put it.

Enough of that. There's still 2 months to go before F4. Today is the 1st of November. And November practically indicated the start of holidays in Malaysia.

2 months of free time in my hands. What should I do? My mother is right. I am turning 16 now. Time is valuable. One shouldn't waste his time away unless you are a child and don't know the value of time. God is fair to all of us. He grant 24 hours to everyone. It's down to us to use it wisely.

Ok, I understand that. The problem is, what should I do to fit the description of 'use the time wisely'? =='

zz forget it. Today I wake up early to go 扫墓 with my family. Only today I know the exact day for Catholics to go 扫墓, which is 2 of November. I only vaguely know that it is around October and November before. Today is just the 1st but still we went to the graveyard beside the church. There will be too many people tomorrow. We lighted the candles and pull out the weeds. And we had to find the graves of our ancestor(is it too old?) or rather, our grand-grandfather or what between so many graves.

Well? This is it for now. Yawn I am so tired seeing that I slept late yesterday and wake up early. Sleep is so important to everyone especially teenagers, but then it is neglected by most people. Including me.=='

p.s. Will be changing the customization. My one currently looks too plain. Maybe later today. Now I don't have the time and energy for it.

Oh yeah before I go :

唐僧的家书

haha..

Saturday

Today, my parents just went to Penang to sign up for the Penang Bridge Run. Apparently my whole family signed up, but I assume my fa and bro wouldn't run. My fa said he signed up just for the "gift", which is T-shirt and drinks. That leaves me and my mother.

On the same day, my mother insisted to train and be fit for the run. So she dragged me to Batu Kawan with a huge dataran. And so we ran. Just a few kms. My bro also brings along the badmintons racket and we played badminton. This is the first time I exercise and get some fresh air out of the house since so many weeks. Exercise is refreshing.

And...

Know what?

I get to drive the car! My fa sit beside me to tutor and 'look over' me. Still, all I did was rotating in the same area. My bro also get a shot. The place is wide, so we can do anything recklessly. =='

Driving is more complicated than I had thought. Knowledge on how to control the car doesn't help at all. Experience is the key. The engine stop numerous time because I release the clutch pedal too fast. Sometimes the car gave a huge spurt of speed because I press the gas pedal too much.

How can you control the force on your feet with your attention on the wheel and your eyes glued to the front anyway?

Enough of that. I am not 17 or even 16, let alone to drive the car. But then, it was an exciting experience. Driving is fun. xD

Bored

Nothing happens much around these days.

I had expected something more, after the exams, but no, everything moves on leisurely. Too leisurely, in fact, that I could have just be dreaming through the days with my eyes open.

Suddenly, unexpectedly, bizarrely, for the first time in my school life, I miss my school.

Miss everything there, especially my friends.

p/s I am changing the url. The more I looked at my previous one the weirder it sounds. http://zeeyang.blogspot.com/ is the new one.

Not that it matters. When you come here you will already have the new link.

Changes

Feeling great.

After I went home, all I need to think about is "How should I spent my time today?"
And not "Had I finished Bab 8?" or "Should I open the TV?" and "Oh no, I am lack of time!"

Nice.

The time in school just went on leisurely. Yesterday, a group of students were particularly sad about Jun Hong's departure. Some even cried. And I am not saying who.

But then, school gets really boring sometimes.

Maybe I could borrow some books to read. The books I read are rapidly decreasing. I swear I don't read more than 10 books this year. Raymond I am coming to your house for books, so, expect me.

Worrying about my PMR results. If I don't get 8A, my father will slay me for sure. But then, what's done, is done. So please, give me the best results I could get. -praying-

Feeling great, except for the results.


p.s. Many were asking about the RM70 cake. Ming Yin was the one who bought it. She said she would bought a cake, BUT she didn't said it was RM70. We divide the cost among the 1x of us. The worst is only some of the cake is eaten. Most of it was used for ... err... you know, playing.

After PMR

Before PMR I kept thinking that oh how I wish I could do this or that. Things that shouldnt be done because of PMR. Thousands of things is listed out in my mind that is scheduled to be done after PMR. But then, after PMR has truly pass, nothing seems so important or temptful to me now.

I am totally clueless about what I can do. Now.

Wait, how many PMRs i mentioned above? Things like this should be forgotten asap. I even heard people suggesting to keep the pink paper on the desk as a 'souvenir'. Swt. I wouldn't be touching my PMR papers from now.

Enough about that. Today we stay back in school because of Jun Hong. Those who don't know him here is a picture of him. He is going to Singapore to study. Today, or i should say yesterday, is the last day that I can see him.

A cake for him. The cake costs RM70 and eventually it was smeared across his face. His show-off pose. Wahahaha

He is leaving on 19th or 20th. I wouldn't be seeing him from now on. Good luck my friend. Farewell.