Why I Locked Up My Blog

I block everyone. This blog. This place. And I was not even sure why.

It's only a.. vague reason.

But now I am sure of it. The reason. This place. It doesn't sounds like me anymore. All those posts. They are just so unlike me. From what chung aun say, I am different from my ways and thoughts. If you are referring my 'thoughts' from this blog then it is inaccurate. I don't know why is it so. I don't know. Maybe I have change. Maybe my thoughts have change. Or maybe I didn't.

So I removed some of the posts. I can't bring myself to delete
everything. It's like destroying a tower built up blocks by blocks into rubbles...

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Another week just passed. This week may seems ordinary. But no it's not. Everything changes since last week. For me that is.

And its not because of the exams. Screw the exams. No it's because of something else..

I saw something.. and that something becomes a.. catalyst.

I won't elaborate here in case someone would mind.

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I looked back again. I have changed. I am sure of it. One wouldn't feel this way when he looked back to his previous writing if he is unaltered.

Maybe everyone changes with the flows of time. Or maybe it's because I am in l... And from what someone says, if a guy's too good and has-never-been-busted, he wouldn't mature and grow up.

.. I have always thought I could be considered as an intrapersonal type of person. Looks like I am not one...

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And some ask me why. I could only say, because it was her.

Because it was me.

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....Much time wasted. Better get back to revision and study until become like this >>> @.@ and -.- .I still have Chem Add Maths Sivik Komsas Literature famous sentence to go... Screw the exmas. Just.Screw.It.


Good luck in exams for myself and everyone. Good luck.

I don't wanna miss a thing- Aerosmith

经典

I never watch(ed?) the movie though. Who can lend it to me?

So what does it all means?

Did You Know



My uncle email this to my mom. My mom shows it to me. I find it on youtube and put it here.


So what does it means? It means you just waste 5 minutes of your time to learn useless facts.

But then, who knows? These facts may come in handy in the future xD



But tell me when it actually does.

These days

Today I ran away from training again after the teacher take my attendance. No point to train after the competition isn't it?

Instead I went to have a very refreshing play of basketball. Exercising and sweating is essential for a healthy lifestyle. Of course by sweating I mean not under the sun.

Now this part is going to be weird. Recently I feel that life is getting easier. Like, I didn't feel busy or in lack of time. It's not that we are getting less works or I am cutting down my tuitions or activities, but rather I have get used to my hectic -not now- life.


Time is our best teacher, despite the fact it kills everyone it teaches. Difficulties in life do strengthen us, doesn't it?


... Duh... I think I am a little out of my mind. Life is easy? Maybe it's because I am light-headed from too much basketball. Maybe I will be freaked out all over again when the exams is gaining. Again.


Just wait and see.


So basically it's

Lessons in the morning.
5 tuitions a week.
2/3 activities (depends if I do skip or not)
2 ICT classes.
3/4 times of basketball play per week.

Then homeworks at night.


Studies, co-curiculum, basketball, tuitions, homeworks and friends. A typical secondary school life of a student from JSHS.


But it's still not perfect.


Oh yeah there's still something missing.

周杰伦- 简单爱



我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我 想带你骑单车
我 想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧 唱着歌 一直走

今天，我

睡到自然醒


xD

没活动真好。

Today he caught himself smiling for no reason.. then he realized he was thinking about her. She just came in his mind and left a smile on his face.