Gritted Teeth.

The point of equilibrium

Sometimes I am sorta confused. All of my efforts- is it worth it? Or will I regret it many years down the road, looking back at the years when I could have actually enjoyed my life?

They said balance is the key to everything. But I have yet to find the point of equilibrium between studies and the other aspects of life. The unhealthy ratio doubled with this burden on me is making me breathless. Am I hoping too much from myself?

And screw you again personal statement.

Back and rolling.

Yes, your eyes aren't deceiving you. I am back here to renovate this place. It has been a long time since I ever wrote anything here.

There will be nothing about my personal life here- I have my Facebook for that purpose. This will be the place where I keep my thoughts and feelings, something like a mind diary. Thoughts that's inappropriate to be published publicly in case I'm deemed a narcissist or being too self centered (I won't deny that's what my mind is thinking most of the time anyway.)

I figure that it's always interesting to read back and see how your mind was thinking in the past. At least, I found my previous posts worth a read. It works nearly the same way as what photos can bring you, but in a different nostalgic pattern.

My updates won't be frequent, but I guess I can make sure that occasionally some new posts will appear every now and then. And since this blog is not meant to be viewed I won't be telling anyone else that I have a blog- unless you're interested to read my thoughts.

P.S. Ohh and yeah I won't lock up this place though since I have nothing to hide. So please do consider yourself lucky if you happened to pass by this blog in the future because you will be reading the thoughts one of the greatest minds in the making HAHAHHAHA. (just kiddin' LOL). :)

I AM ME

My Declaration of Self-Esteem

by Virginia Satir

I AM ME


In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me
Everything that comes out of me is authentically me
Because I alone chose it - I own everything about me
My body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions,
Whether they be to others or to myself - I own my fanatasies,
My dreams, my hopes, my fears - I own all my triumphs and
Successes, all my failures and mistakes Because I own all of
Me, I can become intimately acquainted with me - by so doing
I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts - I know
There are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other
Aspects that I do not know - but as long as I am
Friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously
And hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles
And for ways to find out more about me - However I
Look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever
I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically
Me - If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought
And felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is
Unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that
Which I discarded - I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do
I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be
Productive to make sense and order out of the world of
People and things outside of me - I own me, and
therefore I can engineer me - I am me and


I AM OKAY


© Virginia Satir, 1975.

Found in Virginia Satir, Self Esteem, Celestial Arts: California, 1975.

Source: http://www.kalimunro.com/declaration-of-self-esteem.html

Mathematics

I have a genuine interest in Maths. Not only because Mathematics is crucial for problem solving, but the the logical sequence of arithmetics, precision of calculation and the behavior of numbers attract me more than anything else that I know of.

Ahh.. the beauty of Mathematics. :)

Maths

环境和眼界决定一个人的成就。

和一群羊呆在一起的人，就算是其中最厉害的，也只是强壮一点的羊！而能在狮子群中存活的人，就算他不是最强的，那也是一头彪悍的狮子。